Wild Entheology Company Acid Trip - Part One

Wild Entheology

You can listen Part 2 without having listened to this episode.

In this episode, Kaylee reports on her side of the LSD trip done alongside Will. This was their first time tripping together with the intention to bond within the psychedelic space. She speaks to the challenges and anxieties that come with letting go in the presence of someone new and learning to be comfortable with being uncomfortable. The gradual process of letting go of tensions culminated in an undoing of self and dissolution of boundaries between subject and object that was experienced as the pure beauty of the moment. We hope you enjoy.

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As is always the case, psychedelics are not a toy. Please use them responsibly. We can only speak to our own psychological and spiritual evolution, we cannot speak to yours. If you have mental health issues, please seek a professional. There is no shame in getting help and you will never be judged for your problems. We wish you the best in life and in mental health.

Show Notes

• 0:58 - Doing psychedelics together for the first time brought its anxieties. It's a very vulnerable state to be in with somebody else present.
• 4:19 - Setting is extremely important, so being responsible for creating that setting can be intimidating. You're trying to be in a more carefree state but that responsibility looms over your head.
• 9:22 - Being prepared for the trip itself and setting the intention. Our intention was to work on our bond as friends and as co-creators.
• 12:05 - Foreshadowed by the responsibility to prepare the setting, Kaylee was now on LSD and becoming increasingly conscious about how much she curated herself and her actions for the benefit of others. Your authentic self is a gift to the people in your life. They want to know who you are, not who you think they want you to be.
• 21:34 - Letting go and surrendering as opposed to resistance in what you need to feel. Our mind does whatever it can to distract us from negative emotion when simply sitting and feeling it is the way through it.
• 26:33 - Learning that real maturity and discipline are generated from within, rather than imposed from without. If you aren't capable of acting out in anger, then you aren't capable of being disciplined and calm. You're simply powerless.
• 28:34 - Two hours after dosing we decided to take more because we hadn't felt anything yet. We had resistance to doing this because we could lie to ourselves and say, "oh we definitely did acid together, but not much happened," rather than taking the full plunge.
• 32:38 - Speaking of taking the plunge, Kaylee finally just started playing the music she wanted to listen to. She faced the fear of not knowing how somebody is going to react to something authentic to her. You can't truly connect with somebody until you reveal your authenticity.
• 39:13 - Finally surrendered to her fears, Kaylee found herself able to sink into the present moment. She felt freed from her anxiety and fear surrounding feeling uncomfortable, in other words, she was no longer resisting the anxiety or fear.
• 43:43 - Alex Grey's ability to represent simple expressions that hold incredible meaning between people helped give her a new perspective on how we attempt to share our own subjective experiences with other people.
• 50:18 - The boundaries between self and other began to fall away as she meditated on a crystal. She found herself come fully to a place where she could offer her authenticity without second guessing herself. This allowed her to truly experience what she was feeling without filtering it through what others might think.
• 1:00:33 - Fully experience your life without the need to capture it for later. Modern technology has forced us to relearn how to just experience something. Once we do that, maybe this means we'll enjoy it so much more.